Musing over Cupid

Being in an unhappy going no where relationship last year, struggling through Valentines, pretending and lying defiantly didn't lead to my happy ending. It just led to my semi breakdown and post summer downfall, we all have to crumble at some point....

Therefore this year I was brave and tackled valentines as the independent single women that I currently am. To many of you this may seem like a depressing concept but for the time being i'm happy much happier in myself and am learning to love my life for me. My day was pretty perfect considering us singletons are meant to crawl into a whole and cry over our limited prospects. Thursday started in the gym new years health kick and all, it included a hot date to Nando's with no other than one of my best friends and ended with some chocolate (sod the NY health kick). This was ultimately topped off with the sage words of Carrie Bradshaw. To me that new pair of Choos, or this weeks purchase Nike Blazers defiantly will come in more handy than any man. Even all those loved up couples couldnt get my mood down because I just feel like after my last year, one day ill explain, I have come such along way.

When we all look at life I have to admit that cuddles I occasionally miss along with having a best friend but at the end of the day if ultimately and overall your not happy then the point to those things is lost. Are we meant to carry on with the bad just to endorse the good or do we take the leap and make the decisions that we know are right. As I carry on and grow up, something of which I have done a lot of recently, I have come to realise that I shouldn't make my decision for anyone but me, life shouldn't be lived for anyone but yourself and time shouldn't be wasted.